One day I will think of Sandy and just smile. Smile for all of the happy memories that we shared. Smile for her smile. Smile for her love for me. Smile for my love for her. Smile because I was lucky enough to have her in my life. Smile because I found out that I really was a human. Smile because, just because.
Until then, even though I smile for all of those reasons, I find myself crying and feeling sorry for myself because I miss her so very much.
Sometimes it is hard to remember how to smile.
