What do I seem to remember most vividly?
Sitting in the car. Sitting on the couch, reading or watching TV.
Reaching over and holding your hand. Often for hours. Not letting go. No words said. None were needed. Fatigue did not come into play.
Contact was all that was needed. Communication was complete. Love was there. I felt the love flowing to me so strongly I did not need you to say it because I felt it.
That is what I remember most, that is what I miss most.