Unworthy

I know that i am still trying to deal with the death of my life partner, my heart, my joy, my wife. Maybe, i will never get over it. In some ways i do not wish to as it would somehow diminish my memory of our life together. ...

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Simple Request

If by some chance of fate that I am plagued with Alzheimer’s, I have one simple request. Return me to a time where I can imagine Sandy is in the next room!

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Global Warming

Yep. The climate seems to be trending towards higher temperatures, especially in the Northern Hemisphere. Call it Climate Change, call it Global Warming and I will kind of buy it. But I haven’t bought the farm yet. ...

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Yes I am lonely

One of the last things my darling Sandy ever said to me was that she wanted me to find ”a good Christian woman” to spend the rest of my life with. Maybe someday I will be in another place than I am today and I will...

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A look back

I have been retired for eight and a half years now. In some ways it does not seem that long because of unfortunate circumstances. I retired on September 6th, 2013 in no small part because of health. For the first year or...

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Crypto Currency

Strangely, the more I learn about Crypto currency the more I feel I have seen this before: buying on margin in the 1920’sinvesting with Carlo Ponzi investment pyramidsAmway It isn’t about paying bills. It isn’t...

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Rabbit Hole

I know I have been way, way too maudlin of late. Criticism is not acceptable because I am aware of the issue and it is my damned site. If I cannot pour out a tiny, tiny bit of my pain here of all places, there is no other...

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Bob Again?

Growing up, I was always Bobby. I was good with that until June 6, 1968. From then on out, I was Bob. The only exception were family members who never adapted. Oh, my high school classmates still called me by my ubiquitous...

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Coping

I had a friend say to me the other day he didn’t know how I got out of bed every day. Obviously he truly understood the loss of Sandy and the suffering I was going through even though I had been so very careful not to...

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